SKIN CARE MASKS

it's a numb you cant get rid of. a numb that wakes you up late at night makes you want to scream, but cant. a numb that gets you stuck in your head. It's a pain that hurts me to a point where i cant run away from it anymore. i miss you, i miss us. i miss your hands, the feeling of being alive. fuck, its like i lost home, ive lost faith. i knew this day would come, i could never be enough, i am too fucked up but i never thought i would feel this lost. i dont know if i can keep pretending. i want you around, the comfort of you but i cant pretend to be okay with how we are now. im confused