SKIN CARE MASKS

there's this pit in my stomach that i cant get rid of. no matter how hard i try to get rid of it, it just wont go away. i find myself running back to you like a lost puppy. and it hurts like crazy how it means nothing to you. you mean the world to me and you kicked me at the curb and left me. i shouldn't pity myself but i dont see the point of doing otherwise either. you are a blessing and a curse. someone that breaks and heals me. i may be a fool to wait for you, but that's all i seem to think about. i doubt myself and everybody else. im falling deeper and deeper into this darkness that i cant seem to climb out of. i am sick and tired of feeling tired. i want to stop feeling emotionally exhausted. i want this huge weight to be lifted off of me.