what we had was beautiful. you made me feel like the prettiest girl in the world, you showered me with kisses and love. i am grateful to get the chance to experience something that's so intense and strong and pure like what we had. i loved the way you made me feel. i loved the smell that you leave on my sleeves when you hug me. i loved the shadow of your kisses on my neck. i loved how i fall asleep every night wondering about how it would be like to wake up next to you in the morning with your arms wrapped around me. i loved how we had to be sneaky to get a few hugs or kisses to get me through the day. i loved how excited i was to have a future with you. you made me feel special. you made me feel tingles in my tummy. you were the reason why i got up to make an effort to smell good or look nice every morning. you made my heart race and i loved how i had butterflies in my tummy every time i saw you(which is pretty often). and if i thought that my previous relationship what something that was real, i was wrong. hell, that is nothing compared to how i felt when i was around you. it's a shame that things went the way it went. it's a shame that i won't get to feel the warmth of your lips anymore. it's a shame that i won't get to feel the electricity that i get when you hold my hand. it's a shame that you took me for granted.
fuck you for not realising how crazy i was for you. you keep going back to the same person that will end up hurting you over and over again. something must have gone wrong the first time if you had to go find other girls. you knew that i was head over heels in love with you. it hurts me how you told her that what we had didn't mean anything. it hurts me because you told me that we would go on for years. "pinky promise on forever, babe?" i want this to be a really bad dream that i can just wake up to and move on from because shit, it's hard to not have you around. i hate what you did, you became selfish, ignorant and cruel but the harsh truth is, i still love you. i love you even after you broke my heart with the agony of a thousand deaths.
fuck you for not realising how crazy i was for you. you keep going back to the same person that will end up hurting you over and over again. something must have gone wrong the first time if you had to go find other girls. you knew that i was head over heels in love with you. it hurts me how you told her that what we had didn't mean anything. it hurts me because you told me that we would go on for years. "pinky promise on forever, babe?" i want this to be a really bad dream that i can just wake up to and move on from because shit, it's hard to not have you around. i hate what you did, you became selfish, ignorant and cruel but the harsh truth is, i still love you. i love you even after you broke my heart with the agony of a thousand deaths.
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