My Bitter Someone

I thought she would stay my friend until the end. I was wrong. We grew apart. I don't know what happened. I love her. I cared for her.She was my best friend. I thought it was gonna be us against the world. I thought she used to understand me because of our family backgrounds. I thought we would finish school together and travel and stay together.I don't wanna be this hurt but I am. I saw this coming. But I didn't want it to happen. I tried. I tried mending our relationship. I know for a fact that she's not as hurt as me. I guess I didn't mean much to her. She meant so much to me. And the fact that she's not as hurt as me showed how she really thinks of me. She doesn't deserve my tears. But I can't help it. I thought she was MY ONLY FRIEND who wouldn't do this to me. I told her everything. I'm so hurt. I'm done. I'm sick of trying. It's over.